Hey, :)

Wow it has been ages for real! I missed posting here so much; there's nothing much I can tell except I am much much happier this year. It's like you get used to be being away from your family and you find a balance easily with time. :)

Well, first of all, I am living with another roomate called Florencia; we've known eachother since we were 4 years old and even though we weren't always friends, we've grown a lot and we get on really well. It feels good not to be in my room all the time because I didn't stand my former roomate. xD Let's face it, you want to be like YAY for me too. :P Just kidding babies!

Uni is going particularly well. I've met a few amazing new people and some very funny and peculiar ones too. Amongst them probably the weirdest guy I have seen in my life who is obsessed with movies like me; he's always doing downright alienistic dances with oldies songs. Don't ask me, I swear! If he ever does upload a video of him dancing, I can ASSURE you that you wouldn't wanna miss it. I also met a really cool guy we call Kiwi who FOR REAL, does not feel cold at all. Ever. I don't know how he does it! He's all like "Cold and heat are things of the mind" and he's with like a T-shirt and all of us are with scarves, gloves and jackets! lol. It's downright insane. His body temperature must be fucked up!

Other than that, I've seen some major cute guys these days so omg, that's always great. :P What else? Oh yeah, how can I forget my beloved Edward Cullen fansite?
 

Edward Cullen Source (http://www.e-cullen.org) for all of you who want to visit is doing good. :) I've been pretty much covering all of the events and updates by myself which sucks since other people who work there should HELP. But you know, they won't last much at this rythmn. The seem to think that the more they talk to me on MSN, the more 'unlikely' it will be for them to be fired if they do nothing. They just need to understand that there are two sides: Me Webmistress and Me Friend. In ECS, I am Webmistess-Me which means I think what's best for ECS and their staff members first. So yeah. Oh well, let's see what happens.


OMFG! Did you see the New Moon teaser trailer?! It was perfect! HAHAHA I couldn't help downloading the super HD version! It's Edward we're talking about here! :P The trailer was LITERALLY 143 MB... 143! It's like woah. It's so big it doesn't even fit in my screen. I started re-reading New Moon today and I am in chapter 3 or 4, when Edward leaves and oh my gosh, it's too sad. I didn't remember how upsetting it was to see him go. You feel like Bella and it makes you want to cry. :'( God, I hope I can survive reading everything without him. At least I know he comes back at the end, and still loves her. That's always good.

Anyhow, I'll update soon! :)

With love xoxo

Bella Kristen

Hey babies,

I missed writing in here, even though lately I’ve been updating it pretty regularly. I guess this LJ has been a way to let it all out when I feel over-whelmed with uni and life and everything going on around me.

It’s true, right now I should be studying for Uni and I’ve already began with my Annual Folder project – I’m not quite fond of the progress being made- but then again I’m taking Gabucha’s advice and try and be positive about things. So hopefully it’ll turn out good. J

As you know by now, yesterday night was the 81st Annual Academy Awards (also known as The Oscars)  and this year they were hosted by X-men’s Wolverine, Hugh Jackman. I have to say: Oh-my-gosh. He was absolutely amazing! I loved the opening number he pulled off flawlessly where he mentioned the movies being nominated like The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, The Reader, Milk, Slumdog Millionaire and yes, Frost/Nixon! Lol at the opening when Hugh grabbed Anne Hathaway and they both sang together. I’m telling ya now, if those two ever do theatre together, I’m so watching them! I love the chemistry they had and personally I had no idea Anne could sing. :o That was a surprise indeed.

Hugh gave a fantastic dynamic to the ceremony and looked HAWT in a tuxedo! Sorry but he did. Damn, and his hair! That man is sexxxxyyyyyy. Well, he WAS chosen as the Sexiest Man Alive for a reason! Rofl. I have a total crush on him now – blame me, girls like multi-talented guys!

Hmm what else? Oh yes, the winners. Here are a few:

Best Motion Picture – Slumdog Millionaire (wtf!? Are you kidding me?)

Best Actor in a Leading Role – Sean Penn, Milk. (Loved it. Even though I wanted Brad to win. J)

Best Actress in a Leading Role – Kate Winslet, The Reader. (Yay! Loved it. She totally deserved it after being nominated 6 times and never winning. She rocks!)

Best Actor in a Support Role – Heath Ledger, The Dark Knight. (Best acting ever. There are no words)

Best Actress in a Supporting Role – Penelope Cruz, Vicky Christina Barcelona (Hmm… right…)

There are many many more but overall I loved it all. I just wished The Curious Case of Benjamin Button would have won more and The Dutchess too.

Talking about that, I also loved when they showed clips from different genres of 2008: action, romance, etc. Needless to say, Robert Pattinson presenting the clip for “Best Love Moments of 2008” was *swoon*. He looked… well he looked… *stammers* God, he was just TOO GORGEOUS in that tux! That man cleans up well!!! :o He looked fineeee. I loved how he was really nervous but super cute! Pics of such beauty can be found in ECS, of course! >> Clicky

The saddest moment was, of course, when Heath’s family went up to receive his award. L God I almost cried. The whole Kodak Theatre was silent and everyone was in tears. Even Brad was all teary-eyed. L Awwww. Heath deserved the best actor award because he was out-standing and marvellous. It’s too bad he passed away; I’ve always been a fan of his (Since “A Knight’s Tale”) and the world deserved to see much more of his talent. I’ll miss you Heath. R.I.P.

Well, I should go back to study. Just gonna say Congrats to all the winners and do check ECS for the latest news on Robert Pattinson, Edward Cullen and Twilight and BK for the latest news of Kristen Stewart and Bella. ;)

With love xoxo

Bella Kristen

Hey babies,

I have to admit I’d love to write about funny and happy today – turns out, my emotional state today is not that good. It’s mostly university and scholarship issues that’s bothering me and I can’t really ignore them. It seems I can’t get them out of my head so basically I’ve been an emotional wreck all week. Probably since I found out days ago I failed tipography.

I think part of my base or world fell with that. I knew I was going to fail it anyways but commented before, like the human being I am, I had that little shread of hope that maybe and just maybe, I’d save. Boy I was wrong. I wasn’t even close. After that, my February kept on going with the same stress-predominant level. The two courses – Photography and Annual Folder – are taking most of my time and the two ‘exams’ I was supposed to sit for made me begin studying and then basically just suffering.

 I’ve always had trouble making decisions – but once the decision is made, I don’t really have a problem following it. If I remember correctly Bella Swan feels the same way I do. I’d love to say I made it completely on my own; but I asked a lot of people what they thought of my situation and I think in the end my friend Gabriel was the one who convinced me not to sit for the exams because it was only going to make it worse for me. Trust me when I say that guy knows the hell out of me!

If there’s something I’ve discovered over the years is that sometimes your friends understand your university issues more than your own parents. Sure, my parents are super understanding, especially my dad. My mom is completely irrational in that sense; if you have an exam, she’ll tell you to sit for it no matter what. My dad however is a more rational being. So he understand me more. Of course, I can tell how he indirectly told me to kill myself studying next semester to keep up my grades. He doesn’t miss a thing, right? Well, I knew that one already so there wasn’t much of a fuzz over it. Somehow Uni turned sometimes into some scary shit.

I guess I’m afraid of fail.

I’ll get over it, I know it. I know it may sound corny but I just felt vulnerable after failing and having so much on my mind, the stress of lowering my PAC (University average points) and being below the limit which you need to keep your scholarship, knowing the amount of money my parents would have to pay if I lost it, how sometimes some friends of mine ignore me or seem not to care that I have to always contact THEM. Everything. It’s not one thing, it’s all of it together.

Sometimes you just want to put everything on hold. Take a minute, rest, breathe and keep on going. Too bad the world doesn’t work that way. One just adapts to it the way it can, with its circumstances and situations around you.

Quoting John Lennon in a fantastic phrase (which is my MSN nickname :P):

“Life is what happens to you while you make other plans”

I think I couldn’t have found a more true phrase.

I promise I’ll try to post more happy stuff soon – I just needed to be heard, that’s all. Even if this is the way I choose it to be.

Hope you weren’t too bored. J Thanks for your time.

Love you all.


Bella Kristen

I feel like crying. :’( I just talked to my mom on the phone and I was telling her the many ideas for my Photography assignment. I was expecting a bit of enthusiasm but nothing.

Literally nothing.

I told my parents today I wasn’t sitting for the Illustrator exam. Sure, perhaps I’m not doing the right thing. But it does seem to me.

But come on! Are you fuckin’ kidding me? For real? I’m her daughter, and I’m going through a hard time. The least she can do is at least PRETEND to sound interested. I’m not asking for a “Woohoo! Genius idea!” or a “I’m so proud, that idea is fantastic!” or even a silly “Is good, maybe you should change this or that”.

I just hoped she’s sound a bit enthusiastic. I know she’s pissed off at me because I’m not sitting for my exam but I mean, for real, she could try and understand it wasn’t easy for me. It’s even more horrible that I could actually hear her disappointment. Oh, the joy!

She thinks I can’t tell. But I can. L I can tell when she’s disappointed – sometimes it even feels like she thinks I’m some sort of social inadapt or freak since I am not Miss Popular. I have some friends, sure, but nowhere near my sister’s “status”.

To make it worse my grandma just told me my mom is capable of taking away my computer or changing me to a public Uni. I don’t mind public education – the only problem is that we don’t have a good education for Graphic Design in public institutes, colleges or Uni.

Sorry for the whining. In the end, this is my personal online diary so I’m allowed to whine. :P lol

Hmm I guess that’s all. If you ever feel identified and want to talk, feel free to comment on this. J

Love you all.

With love xoxo

Bella Kristen

OMFG. I just watched episode 6 from HBO tv show 'True Blood' and I mean, it was like WOAH. First of all Sookie's grandma dies and then Bill 'almost' makes love to Sookie (they ARE indeed naked and all but I mean, it hasn't really shown anything yet) and I was like OMFG about it because like... like... he bit her! No one shares the show like moi or other True Blood fans! It's downright insane, I can assure you!

And just like Sookie running towards Bill, I feel predatory. He is too hot for his own good, seriously. Jesus, look at his eyes here!

 

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*swoon*

First of all, super THANKS to

tresdeclasse

So I'm bloody excited about it - plus Elo, Jen and I have been working our asses off to get it nice and ready in time. However, we are in desperate need of a Video Manager so please please if you want to work on a Kristen Stewart/Bella Swan website, please contact me through here or to bellakristen.org@gmail.com.



Hmm, what else? Well, that was about it. :S

To say I'm bored and tired is an understatement. I'm exhausted.

I have be working almost non-stop for days for my "entrega" (view previous posts to know what it is :P) which translated basically means: Siting like a moron all day long in front of a computer = your back hurting tremendously  + huge headache. It's not like I can help it since the goddamn thing is tomorrow. Yes yes, tomorrow. ¬¬  So I'm trying to gain some focus power with all the heat to finish an exercise in Adobe Illustrator.


On a MUCH MUCH MUCH brighter side, I was invited to Twilight's avant premiere in my country!!!!!!!!! As in, totally flipping out and being super excited doesn't cover it! :o I started shrieking of joy (it was as embarrassing as it sounds, trust me. xD lol) and even though I already watched it, seeing Edward in the big screen is way more than what my tiny little in-love-with-Edward-and-Rob heart can take! So wish me luck - if I don't update this in days, you'll know it was because I had a heart attack due to Rob! lmao.


Anyhow, I should get back to work! If you're bored as me, make sure you check out the fab Rob/Kristen fanfics Lindsey ( lindseyrkrpf ) posts here. She's totally amazing, trust me. And her fics are the best!!



With Love

xoxo

Bella Kristen

What could be more annoying to a girl who is straight?



You don't know the answer? Well, when some people (even when they're a few) think you're a lesbian.


I will clarify two things now: I am straight and no, I have no problem whatsoever with lesbians. Honestly.



It's just a bunch of annoying crap that 16-year old girls tend to assume that when you're not Mrs. Popular with men or go around making out with random guys; I have always been a fan of Emma Watson (and now of Kristen too) but I always liked them as artistics and actresses they are. When you wish you could be as talented or pretty as them; it's part of watching a celebrity. Who wouldn't get jealous when they two get to be around Daniel Radcliffe and Robert Pattinson?! Duh!


Still, it's so annoying. And it hurts to explain because everytime I say something or even when I admit I have a girl crush on Kstew, and I repeat people "GIRL CRUSH", people are like "Hmmm"  -- people immediately think that. And I'm tired of explaining that no, I do love men, and yes, I'm straight. And YES, I do love Robert. Even when I shouldn't because I'll never be with him, I still love him.

God, I tend to ramble. I want Rob for Christmas *dreams* Or 'AM'. (Just a guy I like/liked) I don't except many of you to read this, or even understand it, so I guess I'm just gonna stop. I just needed to let it out of my chest and it's one of the places I feel like stupid writing it.

I hope people BELIEVE me one day,.

Have a nice day.

With Love 

xoxo

Bella Kristen 
 

Hey guys,

Well, I have been checking out some LJ communities and I found this girl wanna_get_back who is really talented. Of course, it's impossible not to love her graphics. :D

Kristen Stewart has become one of my fav actresses, except for the fact she smokes weed... That was a bit of turn off. But what matters is how talented the girl is, so yea. :)

I'm lovin' those Kstew icons; I took one, so thanks so much to her! Make sure you check them out!

With Love

xoxo

Bella Kristen